7 Aralık 2024 Cumartesi

Yine mi Çiçek

“Bir gün evi düzenlerken fark ettim. Bir de baktım ki, benden çok Yaman'ın eşyaları var…Küçük küçük poşetlerle sızmıştı. Aşk bir sızma halidir… Yaman o kadar temiz bir adamdı ki ona kızamazdınız. Bir o kadar da yiğitti. Ben derdim ki; bu adam ne zaman yorulacak! Meğer acelesi varmış…Her şeyi o kadar yoğun, hızlı ve coşkulu yaşıyor ve yaşatıyordu ki büyüleyici bir şeydi bu. Ben köşeleri çok olan bir insandım. Yaman beni eğitti… Aşk kendinden vazgeçme halidir, kendi benliğini ezmeden ”biz” olabilme halidir…

İnsan egosu denetlenmesi en güç şeydir. Bunu ancak aşk becerebilir, sadece aşk ile üstünden atlayabilirsiniz… Biz birbirimize karşı çok saygılıydık… Eee bazen de sıkılırdık, hele üç beş aydır bir aradaysak birbirimizin gözüne bakardık, önce kim gidecek diye, böyle nefes molaları da verirdik… Döndüğümüzde yepyeni bir enerji ve hasret bekliyor olurdu bizi… Aşk bazen de bir kıyamama halidir… Şunu çok açık yüreklilikle söyleyebilirim, o benden daha iyi bir insandı…O kadar bebek, o kadar adam, o kadar temiz, onun kadar beklentisiz, onun kadar temiz yaşamayı öğrenmeye çalıştım. Buradan bir öğretmen öğrenci ilişkisi anlaşılmasın…O, o kadar ahlaklı ve temizdi ki, yaşam biçimi ve duruşu karşısında başka türlü olamazdınız. Onun yanında kirli kalamazdınız. Böyle bir şölen gibi, bir lunapark gibi sevdalık yaşayınca bu görkemi taşımayan her şey bir çadır tiyatrosu gibi geliyor insana…Bu ateşle yanma hali o kadar derinden, için için yanıyor ki, dönüp bir başka ölümlüyü yakmaya içi elvermiyor insanın…
Yaman’la her günümüz sevgililer günüydü…Eşine bu kadar çok çiçek getiren bir adamı daha analar doğurmamıştır…Biz birçok defa sabah uyanıp birlikte gün doğumunu seyreder, ne bileyim çingene vapuruna binip sabah erken Boğaz’ı turlardık. Bugün eksik olan ne? Bu topraklarda eksik aşk ve mutluluk kutsanmaz, ayrılık ve acı kutsanmıştır… Birlikteliklerdeki tutku kutsanmaz da, ayrılıklardaki tutku kutsanır hep…

Yaralarıyla mutlu olmaya daha yatkın bir kültüre sahibiz biz..
 
Meral Okay


Yine mi çiçek; sözleri Meral Okay’a müziği ise Ara Dinkjian’a ait muhteşem eser, Sezen Aksu ve Cihan Okan’ın düetiyle efsane hale dönüşmüştür. Sezen Aksu’nun 2000 yılında piyasaya çıkardığı “Deliveren” albümünde yer almaktadır. 


Kur masayı Madam Despina
Kirli beyaz muşamba örtüleri ser
Çek sediri asmanın altına
Yanında bir ince Müzeyyen Abla

Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Taze mi bitti topik
Canın sağ olsun

Amanın
Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Altınbaş kadehe yağ gibi dolsun

Gece çok genç arzular şelale
Haber etsek o yare
Gelse Bomonti'den
Şereflendirse bizi
Olsak teyyare

Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Taze mi bitti topik
Canın sağ olsun

Amanın
Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Altınbaş kadehe yağ gibi dolsun

Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Taze mi bitti topik
Canın sağ olsun

Amanın
Yine mi güzeliz yine mi çiçek
Hamdolsun
Altınbaş kadehe yağ gibi dolsun




 

18 Ağustos 2024 Pazar

ALAIN DELON & ROMY SCHNEIDER - V of Rembrandt




Actor Alain Delon has died today on 18th Aug. 2024 of lymphoma.   He had a long film career in Europe, starred in more than 80 movies over six decades, including such classics as Le Samouraï and The Leopard. He was 88.   Delon had a tumultuous early life. His parents divorced when he was 4 years old. He spent his childhood shuffling between a foster family, various relatives and boarding schools, where he developed a reputation as a troublemaker.

He was in love with German star Romy Schneider and they broke up in 1964. They remained close lifelong friends. After tragic  accidental death of her son David in 1981 who was 14 years old,  Romy Schneider was found dead in her Paris apartment on 29 May 1982. She was 44 years old. She had died from cardiac arrest due to a weakened heart caused by a serious kidney operation.  Also it's said that she died as a result of excessive tablet consumption. The death was not a suicide, but a consequence of her tablet and alcohol addiction.  Romy Schneider was buried in the cemetery of the small village of Boissy-sans-Avoir, her last place of residence. Alain Delon had organised her funeral.

In Alain's goodbye letter to Romy he said "We resembled and we had, between the eyebrows, the same V that wrinkled, anger, fear of life and anxiety. Visconti  called it the “V of Rembrandt” because, he said, that this painter had “V” on his self portraits. I watch you sleep. “The V of Rembrandt” is deleted … You have no fear. You are no longer frightened. You’re more alert. You are no longer hunted. The hunt is over and you rest. "

Now the hunt is over for Alain too.   Hope there's an afterworld and Alain and Romy is in peace, in heaven and happy forever and after. 

Below is Alain Delon's farewell letter to Romy Schneider:

Farewell My Puppelé  

“I watch you sleep. I’m with you, by your bedside. You’re wearing a long black tunic and red embroidery on the bodice. These are flowers, I think, but I do not look at them. I will say goodbye, the longest farewell, my Puppelé. That’s how I called you. It meant “little doll” in German. I do not watch the flowers, but your face and I think you’re beautiful, and never, perhaps you have been so beautiful. I also think this is the first time in my life – and yours – I see you calm and soothed. You’re so quiet, you are so fine , how beautiful you are. Looks like a hand, gently wiped your face all the tensions, all anxieties of misfortune. 

I watch you sleep. They tell me that you’re dead. I think of you, of me, of us. What am I guilty of? We ask ourselves this question before a being that is loved and still love that one. This feeling fills you, and then flows back and then we say that one is not guilty, no, but responsible … I am. Because of me, what is your heart in Paris the other night, stopped beating. Because of me because it was there twenty-five years and I had been chosen to be your partner in “Christine”. You came to Vienna and I waited, in Paris, with a bouquet of flowers in his arms I did not know how to hold. But the film’s producers told me: “When it come down from the bridge, you will advance to her and offer these flowers.” I waited with my flowers, like a fool, mixed with a horde of photographers. You’re down. I stepped forward. You said to your mother, “Who is this boy?”. She answered you: “It must be Alain Delon, your partner … “. And then nothing, no thunderbolt, no. And then I went to Vienna where we were shooting the film. And then I fell madly in love with you. And you fell in love with me. Often, we asked ourselves one to another issue of love, “Who fell in love the first, you or me?”. We counted ‘One, two, three! “And we answered:” Neither you nor I! Together “. My God, we were young, and as we were happy. At the end of the film, I said, “Come live with me in France” and already you told me: “I want to live near you, in France.” Do you remember when? Your family, your parents, furious. And throughout Austria, Germany, who all treated me … usurper, the kidnapper, who accused me of removing the “Empress”! Me, a French, who did not speak a word of German. And you, Puppelé, who did not speak a word of French. 

We loved without words, in the beginning. We looked and we had some laughs. Puppelé … And I was “Grandpa”. After a few months, I did not speak German yet but you spoke French so well and we played at the theater in France. Visconti was the staging. He told us that we resembled and we had, between the eyebrows, the same V that wrinkled, anger, fear of life and anxiety. He called it the “V of Rembrandt” because, he said, that this painter had “V” on his self portraits. I watch you sleep. “The V of Rembrandt” is deleted … You have no fear. You are no longer frightened. You’re more alert. You are no longer hunted. The hunt is over and you rest. 

I look at you again and again. I know you so well and so strong. I know who you are and why you died. Your character, as they say. I reply, ‘other’, the character of Romy was her character. That’s it. Leave me alone. You were violent because you were right. A child who soon became a star, too soon. So, on one side, whims, tantrums and moods of a child, always justified, of course, but with unpredictable reactions, on the other hand, the professional authority. Yes, but there are children who do not really know how it plays with. With that. And why. In this contradiction, through this breach, rush anxiety and unhappiness. When one is Romy Schneider, and we have the sensitivity and temperament in flower of life, on edge, which was yours. How to explain who you were and who we are, “actors”. How to tell them to keep playing, “Interpreter” to be what we are not really crazy and we become lost. To stand, roughly, how they say it is so difficult, that there should such a strong character, such a balance … But this balance, how to find it in this world of ours, our jugglers, clowns, trapeze artists of the circus whose projectors we bask in glory? You said: “I can not do anything in life, but all the movies …”. No, the “others” can not understand that. That the more we become a great actor and it is awkward to live. Garbo, Marilyn Monroe, Rita Hayworth … And you. And I cried, while you rest and I weep beside you, no, no, no, this business is not a terrible business woman. I know because the man I’m the one who is best known thee, who brought you the better understood. Because he is an actor, too. We were of the same race, my Puppelé, we spoke the same language. But I am a man. They can not understand us, “other”. The actors, yes. The “other” are not. It’s inexplicable. And when you’re a woman, like you, they may not realize that they can die of “it.” They say you were a myth. Of course … But yes … But the “myth”, he knows he is just that. A facade. A reflection. Appearance. he is king, prince, hero, Sissi, Mrs. Haneau, the seagull … But he goes home, the myth, at night. So it is that Romy, just a woman with a life misunderstood, poorly received, poorly written in newspapers, assailed and hunted. So he wears, the myth, in his solitude. This anxiety. And the more he understands, and he falls, to more or less repeated doses, in the beatitudes of alcohol and tranquilizers. It becomes habit, then sets, then necessity. Then it is irreplaceable and the heart, worn out, stops because he is too tired to fight. It was too battered and shaken, his heart was only that of a woman in the evening, sitting over a glass … 

They say that desperation that you caused the death of David you killed her. No, they are mistaken. Did he not kill her. There you have completed. True that you said to Lawrence, and your last wonderful companion: “I feel like I get to the end of the tunnel.” True that you wanted to live, you would have liked to live. Nevertheless true that you came out of the woods on Saturday at dawn. You were only to know when your heart is broken, that this was the true end of the tunnel. 

I write at random. Without notice. My Puppelé, if aggressive, if scratched. You never could accept and understand the game of women’s work that you had chosen public and you loved. You did not understand that you were a public figure and it was so important. You refused the game, any game that exposes profession. You felt attacked, breakthrough, broken into your privacy. You were always on your guard, like a hunted animal, “forced” as they say a deer. And you knew that fate, with one hand, t’ôtait what gave you the other. 

We lived more than five years, one near each other. You with me. Me with you. Together. Then life … Our life, which nobody’s business, has separated us. But we were called. Often. Yes, that’s exactly right: we embarked on “appeals”. Then, in 1968, it was “The Pool”. We found ourselves, to work. I went looking for you in Germany. I met David, your son. 

After our movie, you’re my sister, I am your brother. Everything is clean and clear of us. More passion. Better than that: our friendship blood, likeness and words. And then your life and your ways, unhappiness and anxiety, the anxiety … They will say, “other”, “What an actress! What actress! “. They do not know that you are the actress, cinema, because you are in your life that you and pays dearly. They do not understand the drama of your life reflect upon the screen later in your roles. They can not guess that you are “good” and “brilliant”, the movies, because you live the tragedy at hand, and you are upsetting because you light up the reflection of your personal dramas. And you do not radiated because they burn you. Oh! Puppelé this work my pain! Do I have lived with you or next to you? 

Until the death of David, yet there is “the trade” that you held your head above water. Then David left … And the business was no longer sufficient. So I was not surprised when I learned that you also worry was gone. What was I surprised? Your non-suicide. But your heart is cracked, no. I said: “That was the end of the tunnel.” 

I watch you sleep. Wolfie, your brother, and Lawrence enter the room. I speak with Wolfie. We remember this house I had in the countryside. Of Dobermans that made you so afraid. We remember again … That was twenty-five years ago, in Bavaria, in a small village. Wolfie was fourteen, my twenty-three and twenty thou. We laughed when we announced the visit of the President of Fan Club Romy Schneider in France. We have seen it happen a great girl, with glasses, shy, and named Bernadette. When we returned to Paris, we have called him. She became our secretary for six years. It is always mine, for twenty-two years now. I watch you sleep. Yesterday you were still alive. It was night. You said to Lawrence, as you return home: “Go to bed. I’ll join him earlier. I rest a bit with David, listening to music. ” You said that every night … You wanted to be alone with the memory of your dead child before bed. You sat. You took the paper and a pencil and you started to make drawings. For Sarah. You were drawing for your little girl, when your heart has hurt so much, suddenly … So beautiful. Beautiful, rich, famous, that you ought to be more? Peace, a little happiness. 

I watch you sleep. I’m alone again. I say you loved me. I loved you. I have made you a French, a French star. Of that, yes, I feel responsible. And this country that you loved, for my sake, became yours. France. So, Wolfie decided – Lawrence and told him that you wanted it – you’d stay here and that you should rest forever in the land of France. A Boissy. Where, in a few days, your son, David, will join you. In a small village where you had just received the keys of a house. There, you wanted to live near Lawrence, near Sarah, thy daughter. There, you will sleep forever. In France. Closer to home, close to me. 

I took care of you left Boissy, to relieve Laurent and your family. But I do not go to church or the cemetery. Wolfie and Laurent understand me. You, I ask you to forgive me. You know I would not be able to protect yourself from this crowd, this storm, so eager to “show” and made you so afraid, that you tremble. Forgive me. I’ll see you tomorrow, and we are alone. 

My Puppelé, I look at you again and again. I want to devour all of my eyes, and tell you again and again that you’ve never been so beautiful and calm. Rest. I’m here. I learned a little German, with you. Ich liebe dich. I love you. I love you my Puppelé. ” 

Alain Delon





23 Haziran 2024 Pazar

1 Şarkı - 2 Hikaye - Ti Na Thymitho Ti Na Xechaso / "What to remember, What to forget"


1) Aşkın Gözü Kör Mü - Rana Alagöz and Selçuk Alagöz - 1975




Müzik: Ti Na Thymitho Ti Na Xechaso /  "What to remember, What to forget"
Giorgos Dalaras & Gianis Fertis (1972)
Song by Apostolos Kaldaras  / lyrics: pythagoras / album: mikra asia (asia minor) 1972

Orjinal şarkı 1923-1924 istanbul ve türk yunan nüfus mübadelesi ve dönemin insanlarının çektiği acıları için yazılmış.











 


Kar ve Ben

Esiyor tane tane yine beyaz bir rüzgâr. 
Söyleyin hangi kuşun kanatları yolundu, 
Yine hangi ağaçtan döküldü bu yapraklar? 
Yağan beyaz bir sükût, bir mahşerdir sanki kar!  

Cahit Sıtkı TARANCI







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ESKICI

Eskici geldi eskici
toplayın eskimiş her ne varsa
koyun bir bohçaya
gönderin gitsin;
üç beşe bakmadan
hazır gelmişken kapıya.. 

Feza K. 






10 Mart 2024 Pazar

Lindsey Stirling - Eye Of The Untold Her


Power of Women.

“Not good enough YET” is the most powerful driving force on earth. Don’t let people push you down, step on them and aim  for the highest level you can achieve. With the hard work like Lindsey,  Sky is the limit,  enough is never enough when you have the  will and power to achieve.  

Thank you Lindsey, we get the message in a most wonderful way.  🙏😍🙌🔥🔥❤️





3 Mart 2024 Pazar

Kerkük Zindanı

Kerkük Zindanı 14 Temmuz 1959 tarihinde başlayan ve sonraki günlerde de devam eden Türkmen katliamlarını konu almakta, Irak’ta cumhûriyet rejiminin ilk yıl dönümünde düzenlenen bayram töreninde çıkan, akabinde planlı şekilde gelişen olayları ve bu olayların özellikle bölgedeki Türkmenleri hedef alan bir katliama dönüşmesini konu almaktadır. Kerkük Zindanı bize üç gün üç gece aralıksız devam eden bu katliamda Türkmenlerin yaşadığı dramı anlatmaktadır.

Türkünün sözleri Fahrettin Ergeç tarafından yazılmış. Bestecisi ise Kerkük’ün büyük sanatçısı Demirçın’a aittir.

Cem Karaca'nın Bindik Bir Alamete albümünde bulunur. Yanık bağlamalar Cahit Berkay tarafından çalınmıştır